Post by evelyn antoinette. on Feb 21, 2010 2:08:22 GMT -5
[/font]? No, not really. Considering the clock only neared the stroke of one in the afternoon, to say the bar was hopping with activity would be an overstatement of extraordinary proportions. It was downright silent with the exception of the faint tic-tock and rhythmic gulp of a blitzed alcoholic to her left, chugged back scotch as if the entire length of his frivelous life depended on it. Yet another rich man succumb to inebriation to escape the pure and utter meaningless that was his business-driven life. Evie had seen a thousand of them and had long since wearied of their boring life stories, all sobbing and hysteria, completely dramatized considering they had their entire lives handed to them upon a silver enrgaved platter with rose petals strewn atop. She had no place to offer any scolding, given that she was no better; everything was handed to her, without questions, spoiling her in the manner of these men, leaving her a hypocrite for finding them to be obnoxious and not worth her time. Sighing drearily, viridian green eyes flashed a spiteful glance in the direction of the guzzling man, rolling lightly beneath her thick lashes and gently pivoting her slender, long frame away from him, as if aggravated by his boozy presence. In truth, Eve just felt sulky; hangovers had that effect on her. The splitting headache that was in the process of tearing her skull in half was almost nauseating in it's strength, causing her lids to droop ever so slightly and the usual sheen of her cheerful and energized self to wilt to only a dull shimmer. Her body was practically hung across the bar, so leaned against it as it was; cupping her chin in one hand and absent mindedly twining a lustrous strand of ebony hair around one idle fingertip, it's nails bitten down to nubs and splashed with chips of remaining crimson paint.evelyn's scene
idly did she lift her fizzing water[/font], taking a long draw of it's bubbly touch and allowing it to slip into her empty stomach, wincing ever so slightly. Her insides felt swollen and raw with the remaining alcohol in her system, mind briefly attempting to pinpoint the exact amount of shots she had managed to pour down her throat before her memory was deemed unusuble. Immediately did the cracking agony of her brain convulse, causing body to flinch and thoughts to immediately turn elsewhere, attempting to stifle the sickness that momentarily rolled her insides into chaos. God, she wasn't partying again for a long time.
okay, fine, that was a lie[/font]. She would be out there again, after more water and a few aspirin, dancing away as if her entire life depended on the cardio. Laughing, joking, immersing herself in the culture of the partiers; of the unearthly beautiful models and their loyal suitors. She'd lose herself in a hypnotizing beat, perhaps the lips of the man or woman that had gained her attention that evening, would wake up in the morning sore and disoriented and eager to repeat the routine. If only to ignore the longing looks Izzy had been shooting Suri for the last few days, despite the fact that it was her face he'd been gazing into; her name he'd been moaning in pleasure; her body he had worn to near exhaustion for the last few weeks until walking had been almost crippling, but in the most lovely, satisfying way. This morning it had been unbearable to watch, and she had retorted grabbed a jacket and boots and marched wordlessly from the apartment, indignant, strangely hurt. Disgusted with the emotions all the same, for Izzy was supposed to be nothing more than a romp; a good time, so why was it so abrasively agonizing to watch him fawn over Suri in such a manner. Heart was daring to go into forbidden territory, and though her mind screamed directions for it to flee, it was stubbornly heading down a reckless path that would lead her her ineveitable destruction. Somehow she had ended up here, and here she had sat, wordlessly drinking carbonated water and wishing silently to be curled in a warm bed, with the curtains drawn and darkness seeping around her until this god-awful headache vanished or was veiled by a mass quantity of repairing drugs.
groaning quietly[/font], fingers combed themselves tightly throughout her nearly midnight hued mane, dragging digits through it's tangled strands as if wanting to tear the roots from her very skull. Eyes sealed themselves closed behind lids smudged with last night's mascara, feeling disturbingly unimpressive in the dull unattractive light of the bar. Evie enjoyed her glamorous appearance, and now out upon the street, the remnants of makeup haunting shadows beneath her eyes, her hair lank and stinking of cigarettes, her attire leaving much to be desired, she felt ridiculously repulsive. It was all in all a shitty sensation, but one she groveled in almost gleefully, allowing herself to wallow in the filth and grime of unhappy emotions. So there Evelyn Antoinette, daughter of the Ambassador of France and one of the most fabulous women in all the world; socialite turned oxford student turned model; contentedly and contrastingly depressed in a bar during the middle of the afternoon, looking as if she had climbed calmly, yet somehow stunningly, from a gutter. Surrounded by men of the same fate, and yet bizarrely happy to be there.
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